Monday, November 18, 2013
Why is it that my immediate impulse was to remove these remnants of the Spring and Summer? In my mind I was waiting for it to be cold enough so that the bees would be torpid. I have been developing a plan for the last several weeks to knock the beehive out of the tree, recreating a childhood family tradition of smashing a pinata with a bat on New Years Day. I didn't expect that candy would come out. In fact, I was praying that angry bees would not possibly come out, which is why I was waiting until we were full into Winter.
Being a professional beehive tickler, I know the seasons for when you should and should not be messing with beehives.
Presented with data, my tendency for action orientation demands a measurable and vectored response. It is a program that comes genetically embedded and socially reinforced:
1. See beehive or similar problem.
2. Poke with a stick.
I am kind of glad that the slow disrobing of leaves through Autumn made me notice the hive later rather than sooner. I have had time to think about this, and it is best that I was not seduced to action sooner than was prudent.
The world spins at approximately 1000 miles per hour, relatively, but we don't notice it that much because of momentum and gravity and other complex forces. Technically I guess it is around 1000 miles per hour at the equator, which is probably one reason why NASA shoots rockets into space from Florida and not Maine. Anyway, the point is that our relative position on the planet, or in life, causes changes in real and perceived motion through space.
I guess I am in a place where I am trying to slow down the data stream and not make hasty decisions.
That is so important for us to do - but the counterbalancing stressor is that we operate in systems that create forces that demand action orientation in amounts that might not always be in sync with our relative location.
I have been thinking about all this because someone wanted my evaluation report last Thursday, and I am still stewing on the data. The matters are weighty and I don't want to make a hasty decision. The world is spinning and I am trying to slow it down.
The Mom does not want to hear me babble on about beehives and planetary motion, so I better get moving.
This is a very real problem.